Fighting Myself

Hello, friends. Depression looks different for each person and we all have our own ways of handling the monster. Along with medication, prayer and writing have been great tools for me. I wrote this poem during one of my recent low points.

Before reading any further:
If you are struggling right now, please know that you are not alone and you ARE loved. Reach out to a family member, friend, lifeline. Just don’t give up.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK (8255)


Fighting Myself

A different kind of tired
A night of sleep won’t fix
Tears stream down
Don’t want to feel like this

Must keep moving
Distract the body and mind
Push the thoughts away
They don’t feel like mine

Focus my energy
Try to lift people up
Crying inside
Tell others they’re loved

Know what it’s like
To feel lost and alone
Praying to God
Please take me Home

My plea He won’t grant
Not yet, but some day
Right now I am needed
So here, I will stay

Behind locked doors
Where nobody knows
Tears hit the ground
While God holds me close


Thanks for reading.

With love,
J♡

7 thoughts on “Fighting Myself

      1. Why does it always seem like as soon as Halloween rolls around, the rest of the year goes by so fast?! I failed to get any cards out so far…oops. I hope that you two have a very merry Christmas! I’m doing okay, thanks; starting to stress over all the homemade gifts I should have started on much earlier.

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