I’m Sorry
By: J♡
I remember the day
You first saw the marks
All self inflicted
On my legs and arms
You seemed almost angry
I would do such a thing
You didn’t know how
I could be in such pain
You questioned
And I tried to explain
But words couldn’t describe
What was inside my brain
And inside my heart
And inside my soul
I only knew that
I didn’t feel whole
You didn’t understand
When I said
This gives me control
You seemed almost angry
I would do such a thing
I didn’t understand then
I was also causing you pain
I wasn’t a parent yet
So I couldn’t comprehend
That when your child is hurting
There are some wounds
You just can’t mend
You seemed so angry
And so I lashed out
I said things that shouldn’t
Have ever left my mouth
It was my inner demon
That I was angry with
Not you
I’m so sorry for
The things that I said
I never meant to hurt you
While fighting the monster
Inside my head
Thank you for reading.
With love,
J♡
Big hug girl, keep shining. 😁❤
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Thank you, Emma. 💖
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Wow! Very well written; very well said. You were brave to post it. Xoxo, Mom
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Thank you. I love you to infinity. Xo
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hope you’re doing well J
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Thank you, Stephen. Same to you!
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